I met her a week ago yesterday. It's like a dream. A movie. I never thought it could happen again. Especially not like this. She comes back Friday. I can hardly breathe. I can hardly think. It's transcendent. It's absurd. It's complicated for so many reasons and it feels right for one reason. My heart is screaming at me ( Read more... )

She doesn't care. I am slowly moving on ( Read more... )

If you let your feelings go, dear ( Read more... )

It's amazing how people get so used to being used that when someone comes along who wants to respect them and treat them right, they want to turn around and go back to the douche bags who treat them like crap. They cheat on you and you complain and cry but yet you keep finding them. Now I know that happens and it's normal...but it's hard when I ( Read more... )

So, I decided to reactivate this mug ( Read more... )

ugh..it is quite depressing not to be able to afford the internet because I don't ever have the resources to update my journal or do anything via the web...I'm at work now but it's hard to find time to write while at work - yet this is my only source of web except the library, and that never works out for me really ( Read more... )

from Shadowlands

The Moon

The moon tides rise
And fall, flooding the light
Then bringing it back
If just for a moment,
To glimpse into nothing
And back into everything

The Neighbor
In my apartment complex there is a man ( Read more... )

The Recognition ( Read more... )

Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach

Within you I lose myself...
Without you I find myself
Wanting to be lost again.
~Author Unknown

The last of the thesis presentations were held today. After thinking about this for so many days in a row now, I've really started to find some holes in my argument as well as my research. I discovered lots of new things I could have dived into...maybe I should have thought twice about jumping into such a large body of text - Paradise Lost is so ( Read more... )