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itchy
i just walked into a spiderweb outside while takin out trash.. and uggghhh i still feel like theres lil creepy crawly buggers on me. doesnt help that i've got a few nice sized swollen mosquito bites on my shoulders and arms that contribute to the itchyness. i really dont like the scent of bug repellent but its about to the point where i have no ( Read more... ) -
newness that really isn't all that new
Ya know, its almost as if i've forgotten how to pour myself out to no one in particular, to act like someone is actually engrossed in what i'm sayin.
.. I said almostSo whats been going on with yours truly? Not a helluva lot to be honest. Pretty much in the same spot I was a year ago. Or so I think... just might have to check out entries from back ( Read more... ) -
still poking around on here
Here i sit with chocolate milk in hand wondering what brought me here. Its been a long time since i made an entry, one that could possibly update on things with me and those around me. Jessley is and has been doing great... lol, shes so damn smart. Shes really good with puzzles. Know what else shes good at? Pulling me away from here. *BIG sigh* I' ( Read more... ) -
*yawn* goodmorning- i'm bored already
You know, I cant believe Jessley is still asleep. Last night i gave her a bath and then lotioned her all up with lavender stuff she likes, gave her a cup of milk and as soon as she gulped that down she laid down on the couch and fell asleep! while i was watching one tree hill- i love that show! ok but yeah, that was at 9:45..and its 10:30am now. ( Read more... ) -
the weekend so far
Its Sunday so the weekend is almost over and yet there is still the rest of the day to go. We're supposed to be hitting up A Day In the Country, down at the river. Its so overcast so that makes me wonder about crowds. will people still come out or only hold back if it rains. Billy Currington, John Michael Montgomery, Povertyneck Hillbillies, Luke ( Read more... ) -
ramble and more ramble
so whats on the schedule for today for me? nothing! i mean, there is the usual of cleaning but that wont take long. i think i might blow up a itty bitty baby pool i got on clearance years ago and let Jessley splash around for a bit. and since i've been taking SO many pictures lately you can bet on it that i'll have my camera with me when/if she ( Read more... ) -
.. And after a few months, she returned
My uncles funeral was today. 2pm. It was nice out. when the trumpet started playing it was so quite all around, i dont think i heard any birds chirping, or cars on the road outside the cemetery which only made the beautiful notes being played seem... so final. and i can still hear them in my head. then there was the folding and presenting of the ( Read more... ) -
stress makes you lose weight AND feel lousy.
so much to say, yet so little time. Everything has been good. complicated, but good. i think things are straightening out but really only more time will tell.
i just hope i dont go crazy in the meantime.
x0x i'm outtie. -
thoughts of the moment
such conflicting thoughts. about different things... and people. i ask myself on a daily basis, these days, what should i do? should i be honest? people always get hurt when i'm outspoken about my feelings. or is that even a concern of mine? maybe its something deeper than that. maybe i just need to stop wanting shit i cant have. -
so in love...
Ben & Jerry has a new milkshake drink that i've just now made beautiful passionate love to.
i'd like you to meet him...
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