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[soundofshovels]

The last few days have been the worst I can remember. As much as I don't want to be a part of anything to do with this shit, I want to with every ounce of energy I have. I want to constantly be there and do whatever it is she needs. I want to take all of this off her shoulders so she can just be a fucking teenager. She shouldn't have to honestly

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[hell_groupie]

Suicide CJ? dont worry so much CJ, It makes me feel sad,yet,it makes me worry about what Im going to do about you. I like that you care for me so much but I just wish that you wouldnt wonder about if I'll hurt myself or if I'll be alone.....it only makes me think that....fuck. Im starting to wonder the same things about you. This whole thing has been hard for both of us and I know what it's done to me....Please dont let it "kill" you 2. I luv you

[soundofshovels]

It wasn't so much that I was thinking about actually committing suicide, moreso just what it'd be like if I did. I'm going to worry, but you don't need to worry about me worrying. That's just way too much worrying.

What are you starting to wonder about me? If I'll hurt myself or be alone? I don't get why that's even a thought to you. I'm always alone and I don't hurt myself. It's as simple as that.

This has been hard but it's going to be the hardest on you. It might be pretty hard on me just cause I'm not used to this kind of thing... but I'll be fine, I promise. It's not going to "kill" me.

What ever happened to love being a four letter word?

I love you, too.

[anti_anti_anti_]

seige i wish i could help but its none of my my affairs. just know that eerything will work out and i will always be here for you k? i love you and i wish nothing but the best for you k?

luv kort

[soundofshovels]

Thanks Kort it means a lot. I love you, too.