this whole sleeping thing must be stopped. it is so pointless. I think that i am just going to train myself to sleep once or twice week, for like 24 hours at a time. Its a trip. nothing is as real, you are more emotional and sometimes you see things that aren't there. what the hell? nevermind now that I say it it sounds awful... well maybe ( Read more... )

I was gonna post a few things that have been on my mind lately, but I felt it was pointless.... instead i decided to scream using lots of exclimation marks ( Read more... )

ITS BEEN A GREAT NIGHT ( Read more... )

You Are a Soy Latte
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Who ever said "its your life, live it like you want", was a very foolish man.

Tonight I was followed.... by a red car, not sure who it was but the passenger took pictures. Freaked me out at first because I thought that it might be a cop, but then when I was sure it wasn't I was just pissed. They followed me after I dropped off ryan, and when up to wills. When I came back on the road, i pulled in the driveway they were ( Read more... )

The way people act towards me has never really affected what I thought of them. People have been picking fun at me for years. I knew that I was a good person and so i tried not to let it bother me. One year ago today, my first bowl was light. I really don't know why I did it, it just came up in conversation one night, and I said, I might like ( Read more... )

I love to sleep, i feel so safe, i can dream and my dreams have no consequences. I can live for days and days, in a matter of hours skip all the boaring parts and just have fun. I am safe from the world and i am safe from myself. I don't let my thoughts bother me in dreams but when i wake up, the same thoughts can haunt my mind for hours. I don ( Read more... )

haven't posted in a while, i didn't see a need, i have been spilling my mind out elsewhere ( Read more... )

Awesome day, I got paid to go to a site, like an hour drive each way, and both ways I conversed with this guy aaron about my relationship with god, different denominations, and then when i got home from work i talked with my aunt for like and hour. Man just what i needed!!! I just wanted to go and argue my thoughts with mike, or landen, but they ( Read more... )