im in tel aviv and i just wanted to let you all know that this trip has been awesome and i'll be coming home on friday with pics and stories. love you all

so, i never officially announced that my livejournal is friends only. here goes.

FRIENDS ONLYunrelatedly, i've found the secret of life hiding within a $2 package of "new orleans style red beans & rice" that is ready-to-serve after popping in the microwave for only 60 seconds. it tastes so freaking good. if i serve you a bowl of beans and rice and ( Read more... )

this is my last hour before i board the bus at jordan's furniture.. ::sniff sniff:: but actually i am really sad.. i've been talking to my friends and we all don't want to go. i don't know why.. but we're all nervous. i'm really bad at leaving home. mmom came in to say goodbye to me this morning before she left for work... that was the last time i' ( Read more... )

today was boring. really. all i did was shop and shop for camp. so all my clothing is packed, and now i need to do cosmetics. which is cool i can do that tomorrow with rachel ( Read more... )

last night (if i didnt already mention this) debbie, emma, and katie came over. we went to star and got food, and then hung out and watched the game in the kitchen. katie left early, then emma, then debbie at 11. it was so frustrating trying to make a simple plan like this. jo is so right about this group.. oh man ( Read more... )

i woke up au cause du telephone. from my mom. and then she made me talk to my grandma while i was 1/2 asleep. butoh well. all excited for the house all to myself since parents=working and matt=school. so i got up, watched TV, computer, piano (i opened the window to inflict pain upon the neighbors) and then i was about to get into the shower when i ( Read more... )

since i felt awful last night i didn't write. why am i making up excuses for not writing in my own journal? i don't know ( Read more... )

thats me right now. i feel fat and very out of place. feeling out of place is the worst feeling especially when you're at home. do you ever get that feeling when you just think to yourself,"i really shouldn't be here right now." and it isnt because you're uncomfortable or because you don't fit in, it's just because you feel like you are supposed to ( Read more... )

god i am a blob. ray gave em and i a matress and one thin sheet each and so we were comfy at first and then increasingly uncomfortable as the sheets fell off and it got cold. and i didn't have a toothbrush. and i was wearing the "Gap meduim PJ pants" that have a three foot waist with three foot legs. seriously. someone fucked up. ray insisted on " ( Read more... )

so today was the ulto-not following through with plans thing ( Read more... )