lol I'm in Japan! ^^ I've been here for a while now and it's coooool!! I feel at home 'cept for those occasional stares I get, I don't look all Japanese ya know? But I'm here with Jun and it feels better. Wish thatshe was here too but oh well. She's gunna study in Canada and it's so far...... but then again I 'm gunna wait a year and apply in Japan ( Read more... )

Ya know, I'm tired of writin' these emo-tastic entries. I want to get my life back in line but I can't help but feel so sad, so sad. I know I can stop this pain if I realleh wanted it to end, I know it, I have the power to do so. But why can't I just do it ( Read more... )

Oddly I've been feelin' allright ( Read more... )

Well there goes my bubble.
Christian is also a Cancer. Dammit!!

Ahhhhhh my horoscope/compatibility with her is good ( Read more... )

Yo ( Read more... )

FUCK I think I messed up big time. She has someone else... someone else, someone other than me. I feel like after Taylor was over with I had a chance finally. I've been with her for four years as that best friend that could always go closer but was limited by circumstances. I was angry when Taylor came into her life cuz I didn't do anything. I ( Read more... )

Bleh nothin' much goin' on in my life. I got to see Rae today around 5 or something........ I miss her. I barely see her because of our own crazy lives. I missed last year, where it was still crazy, but.... it gave me and her time together you know ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm all happy one sec and fuckin' emo the next. It's annoying as hell ( Read more... )

Fuck it's been so long since I've updated. I thought I gave up or something, but I guess I didn't. Rae and I have gotten closer these past few months. Knowing more and more about each other I mean and other stuff..... it's good that we can still keep such a close relationship even though she's taken. I'm happy for her and stuff too, because she is ( Read more... )