*Sigh.* So my birthday is coming up, February 28. Starting Friday the 23, I’ll be on vacation for a week and then driving to Las Vegas for my 21st b-day. I don’t even care about my B-day.. Not that I’m not thankful for my aunt and uncle taking me and wanting to celebrate.. But my birthday used to be filled with my friends, Jenn and Zett. And before ( Read more... )

So.. I havn't posted in awhile.. and I don't really post anyways since no one really reads. But since I'm sorta down more than usual today I felt like writtin' a bit.. even if it's gibberish that doesn't mean anything ( Read more... )

"10 things you love starting with a specific letter given to you by a friend." >.> And I randomly roll a dice with a letter to get mine.. cuz I'm lazy. *Rolls.* M ( Read more... )

..Ok... So maybe it's just me.. but I think over cleaning' putting things up and doin' junk like that..is dumb for other people. I mean..why should I falsify my life and surroundings just so a family..who I hardly talk to or see.. can be imprested by somethin’ they’d want to see..and not who I am ( Read more... )

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Yeah..just great.. I hate holidays.. They are utter bullshit. For one.. they are so fuckin' commercialized it's redicluse.. Now I have my aunt ruinin' my days off..and tellin' me.. on fuckin' thanks giving I have to have a family I highly dislike.. come out here.. and my room.. my whole life has to be fucked up and they have to stay there.. I have ( Read more... )

I feel so emo these days. Maybe it's my lack of contact with others.. I don't have any friends out here.. I don't have enough confidance to drive to the bay area by myself.... And even if I went there, would my friends even want to see me? I don't know.. It seems like everyone is made at me for one thing or another these days. Maybe it's part of my ( Read more... )

God..why does my aunt have to be so rude..and so mean in the morning? Instead of being nice she has to be rude and be like “You need to clean blah blah blah” and cuss and be fuckin’ rude.. I’m not rude to her.. So why the fuck is she so rude to me? I don’t know but apparently everyone likes to be rude to me.. At home, at work, fuck really makes a ( Read more... )

Why is it wrong for someone to want to die? .... God I wish I could.. but as always I just seem to keep on living.

..People need to stop eating my food. -.- Now I shall go hungry.. bastard..