yeah, i don't know what you heard, but i've been a-ok lately. nothing spectacular has happened... but that's not entirely true. cause i've had some spectacular moments at least. you know those few and far between times where you're talking to someone and they are listening to you?? well i have a friend who takes it even a step further and actually ( Read more... )

i'm gonna buy an ipod!!!!
just as soon as i get some more $$. i'm s000 tired of cds skipping and slowing down my walking. i need to be in control of my technology, damnit!

sure, i've been yawning since 5 pm and i know this body needs more R&R and TLC than it gets... but as soon as i lay down and my pulse slows, my mind races. it's so bad. it's nice and warm under my blanket and i'm breathing evenly but my damn mind is hyperventilating. and even if i consciously block out any and all clear thoughts, it's like a ( Read more... )

i'm feeling thankful! part of it may have to do with the sadsad stories i see all around me, in my life and in my dreams. maybe it's the movie we watched in class (not my class) called Bless the Child. i cried more during Candy but they both left an impression. i spend all my "extra" money on records, and while i'm overjoyed to have Neil Young's ( Read more... )

how bad is it when the last day of the last year is already mapped out for you in the stars, and the stars are bad, the gods are mad at you. you can't fuck with them, but they can fuck with you. 2009 doesn't look good for anyone. you don't have to be a prophet to see this shit. just look around ( Read more... )

still enjoying livejournal after all this time doesn't make sense... but it just feels so right. kind of like cleaning my closet at 4 in the morning or sitting on the cold wood floor in my unmentionables, reading my old letters, journals and orders to appear in court. ahh, memories. killers. killer memories ( Read more... )

This year is coming to a close; what do you think about that ( Read more... )

i am starting to get really excited.
it's sort of almost christmas!!!

it's gonna be fucking magical at the mall. or something.
but really, it's going to be good this year.

breakfast and coffee are so important to you/me! don't forget.
in fact, have them with me sometime this week!

i can't talk about personal shit on livejournal!
but here's what i wanna be for halloween.

mmm layla. buffalo 66, watch it!

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i'm feeling things! things that can be lumped into categories like COLD and HOT. the cold, to the tips of my icy extremities, seems to freeze me up and slow me down and ouch! frozen tears hurt even more. but that's not it, that's not it at all. like alice in wonderland, i DO wish i hadn't cried so much. someone comes along and thaws out my hands ( Read more... )