School this yr is different yet similar. All of my classes I enjoy even public speaking, the teacher is fun 2 listen bc she always tells stories bout herself. I am around my friends a lot more, thank god. I still gotta deal w/ the loud dumbasses here and there but thats not new. Its the 2 week of school and i got 2 papers due. Oh ya and get rdy on ( Read more... )

Well I finally read Johns journal and well i think all his thoughts are reasonable. Its perfectly normal to think what he thought ( Read more... )

I did not feel like waking up aruond 1 or 2 this afternoon so I set my alarm clock for 12, a little better, right? not really but whatever ( Read more... )

So Yesturday was nervewreacking in the beginning. We sure did ignore why we came to the park for a while. Well we got to the point and starting talking, I felt better. I felt like I got something off my chest. I hope he did too ( Read more... )

This is soo true. It's kinda freaky like today the horoscopes on facebook and my yahoo were true also!

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I had a horrible dream last night. Too many details but Tina died along w/ this boy who I think was John or another kid but just looked physically different. It was the worse dream bc I was the only one really affected by her death. The 3 of us were in the woods riding our horses and this guy comes after us and well john saved but and i ran away ( Read more... )

I feel so bad for going there. Ya I did think about going to this other friendlys but I didn't know where it was, what I mean is I didn't know how to get there. I will it, I actually forgot he was even there. I just went on, had a great time with Tina and behaved towards him as any other worker. I never thought of him as my bf at that time so I ( Read more... )

I spend my whole day w/ tina and the family at night. I know realize that I all I need in my life is my friends and family. I miss hanging out at memes and watching funny tv shows then talking during commercial, we're laughing, messing around, teasing eachother, it was nice. It was so nice just chilling with Tina at the mall. So if things turn out ( Read more... )

So it is 2 pm thursday. I just woke up about an hour ago. Damn, my first summer day and I already woke up at 12:58! Well I must admit I didn't go to bed til late and with the lack of sleep I've had this past week, my body needed to just catch up I suppose ( Read more... )

Well after my last final! I went to my car. Annnd well now your reading the words of an average american citizen, I got my first ticket! $15 bc I parked too close to the street or sumthing. Whatever, I was expected it for a while anyways, felt like it was just time ( Read more... )