Well, today has been a learning experience. I figured out how to use BearShare and can now listen to all of my favorite music at the click of the mouse. It is very neat to me (and for all you computer geeks who know more than me - well F* u! I think that it is neat anyway!) I hate my job, but that is nothing new so I can now go online and update ( Read more... )

Well, almost a month later, let's see what has been going on. Too much or not enough. I guess I am just existing on what I can get by doing ( Read more... )

Well, this weekend went okay, I guess. Finally managed to get all of the bills paid except the electric bill and I got an extension until Wednesday when I get paid again. God, I hate being BROKE! I don't really even know how we managed this past month, but one way or the other (with a help from family of coarse), we did somehow survive ( Read more... )

Got the divorce papers from LeVa today, shuddered as I read them. Josh wants to be divorced. That is fine. I hope he finds happiness and love, it usually only comes around once, and he threw mine and the kids away, but maybe he will run up on it again, just hope he isn't stupid enough to throw it away twice.

Today, Ra'chelle threw an awful fit and had to be driven to school in her underwear before realizing that she, enevitable was going to have to wear the outfit anyway, that a fit would not work. I came to work; Cory was suppose to go to Draka and Express today; close to time for me to get off from work he sends me and IM saying that he went but ( Read more... )

I am so nauseated. I need sustinance. Can't leave work though, maybe after my friend stops by with the cash that she owes me then I can order a pizza or something. I am so tired ( Read more... )

Did I mention that it was nice - yet very strange and almost frightening at first? Thought I better add that in there. Don't know for sure yet if she is plotting to kill me in my sleep or not during the holdiay visit. Time will tell...

I can't explain why I couldn't sleep last night, probly my racing mind as usual. I am definitely hypomanic right now. Didn't sleep at all and spent all day at work. I am fallin asleep here at my desk. Leaving at 5:30 to get kids and go home. Cory is going to have to give me a hand today though or else I am going to have to wring his neck... ( Read more... )

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Well, today I slept to late, and asked Cory to take Ra'chelle to school. I was so tired. I ended up watching the last 2 1/2 episodes of Star Wars last night. Then falling asleep. I am still pretty tired and stressed. I find that I spend most of my time that way, tired and stressed. Cory is watching Alex today and tomorrow since Ma had the ( Read more... )