so i took a nap and had scary dreams. at one point doug was in the dream and we were at a party. well he was all yeah i don't like brittany anymore blah blah. Then, like these other people i used to be friends with didn't like me anymore. i didn't know what i did. it scared me:( then this car tried to kill me and ashley. like all these people were ( Read more... )

I was just watching this HBO special thing. It was about teenagers and drunk driving. It was really scary the things that had happend to some of those poor kids. yes i know they make the choice to drive or get in the car but nobody deserves that ( Read more... )

i'm just posting to say....

wooohoo!!:-D haha i'm exxxcited!

silly me! i'm such a girl:P

so the spurs won! hells yeah ( Read more... )

i deleted my last entry because i don't want to say stuff and not do it. i think i'm too scared to move away from san antonio. why? i don't know ( Read more... )

so i was laying there trying to fall asleep and i started thinking. i need to really start focusing on my priorites. i don't need to worry about what party is this weekend and being with rey. he's not one of them. i need to get back on the right track and then worry about being with someone. i am still young. there are a lot of cuter, nicer, better ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty fun. it all started thursday when i got back to SA. ash ended up coming to town after work and we went to Luis for a bit. i had to see them one day while i was there. it was me, ash, kevin, greg, and luis. pretty fun. i love those boys. the next day we went to austin. they had a keg over at aarons. i didn't get drunk. it's ( Read more... )

i love the way you seem to care. what should i start doing? play hard to get? yes. watch me. i won't touch anyone else. nobody. this whole summer. going three months. just for you. you don't believe i can do it, i know i can. i hate how i call you just to say goodnite. how you act like you care that i called you to even do it. you know you don't. ( Read more... )

i just got out of the shower. the only time i get to myself is in the shower here. well i was rudely interupted by a phone call, from rey. yes i know i said i wanted to hear from him BUT i don't want him to be the first voice i hear when i get out of the shower. showers refresh me and make me feel better. damn him. i was kinda rude. yes i know i ( Read more... )

i called him two times last night. i just wanted to leave messages. i didn't want himi to answer. i said sorry for hanging up on him. why? why am i like that. i shouldn't say sorry to him. he doesn't deserve it. the second message just said i wanted to talk to him. i think it's funny, his message thing. it's a gay song that just shows what kind of ( Read more... )