he's only been gone two days but it feels like forever. am i supposed to miss him this much? being away from him makes me want to be with him more and more. i hope he meant what he said when he told me to wait for him because i'm sitting here waiting. i don't want to cry because i miss him. i want to be happy that he's happy. i'm going to get him a ( Read more... )

well it's been a while. i haven't had much time to be on the computer. i'm in austin right now visiting my ash. we are going to a club tonight. we thought that would be something fun to do because i need to keep my mind off of Rey. It sucks he left me today. so now i really don't have anybody. he will be back in three months though. damn that's a ( Read more... )

wow it's been a while. i don't even know why i'm updating haha ( Read more... )

so everything is going good right now. i'm loving the people i'm hanging out with and meeting. i don't really talk to my old friends anymore. i try calling them but they never answer. i need to meet new girls. the only ones i talk to are lauren, emily and elyse. ash hasn't been to town in a while. makes me sad, i miss her ( Read more... )

so things have been good latley. i've been hanging with luis, mike, tay and all them a lot. those boys are the best. they take care of me. i talked to mike on valentines day. it was kind of sad but made me happy ( Read more... )

so i've been having fun in austin. it's been nice just being with ashley and amber ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

so right now i'm going through a bit. the whole mike thing bothers me. sometimes i can say i'm over it, but i only do it to make myself feel better. why do i always let the worst ones get the best of me? he ruined my whole weekend. i even came home early on new years. i gave up a llot for him.. to try and get him back. he truly is the only other ( Read more... )

so i'm in austin right now ( Read more... )

my life.. nothing to complain about ( Read more... )