•I know this world can be cold and decieving but i keep my head up like my nose is bleeding ( Read more... )

I know i always come here to vent, and it helps me a little, i suppose. I just don't know why my mother treats me differently than my sisters? I mean, honestly what makes them so much better than me? It has always been that way, and i guess i've come to realize it's always going to be, and i just need to accept the fact that i won't ever be prefect ( Read more... )

Where to begin.. where to begin ( Read more... )

Wow, It's definitely been awhile since I've last put anything In here. I only put the things that Is bothering me the most In here. This Is where I rant && rave, and not many people read It. Ok.. where to start? I've always hated this about myself, I ALWAYS no matter what hold everything In until I'm ready to talk about my problems, but by the ( Read more... )

My new year beginning. Well I definitely don't really know how to put everything Into words, but I'm going to try my best. So here It goes. The new year has started off absolutely the worst ever. Before the new year we had a death In the family which was my Father's Uncle, passed away the Tuesday after Christmas, really took a toll on my Father. My ( Read more... )

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Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow, Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.. Hate me In ways, yeah ways had to swallow, Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.I need to vent.I hate It here so bad that If I had the guts I'd kill my self. I've never liked It here, and I probably never will. When I was born I was 3 months early, my ( Read more... )

Every story has an end, But In life; Every ending Is just a new beginning.A quote I'm living by. I continue to ask my self why I put my own self In positions I do. I shouldn't Because I have no reason to be there In the first place.With all that being said, you're probably wondering what I'm talking about, I'm talking about a certain person that ( Read more... )

I Havent Updated In A While As You All Know I Went To The Beach For A Week. Yep That's Right. Outerbanks, North Carolina & We Also Went To Nagshead North Carolina. Shit We Were All Over North Carolina. I Had A Blast..So I Shall Tell You What I Did For A Week.

Saturday---We Left At 6:30am. It Took About 5 Hours To Get There, And When We Got ( Read more... )

I've Decided To Update With A Happier Entry.I Found This Quote And I Want To Share It With Everyone. "I've Never Been The Kind To Ever Let My Feelings Show. And I thought That Being Strong Meant Never Losing Your Self Control , But I'm Just Weak Enough To Let Go Of My Pain." I Like It Alot, And It Describes Me In A Way. Anyways, I Read Another Book ( Read more... )