Hypocrite, FUCK YOU!

[sovs]

Why is it that I'm constantly feeling let down? At work, at home, with friends and even with Dee. Most importantly with myself though...I've always had inadequacy issues but lately I can't even look at myself in the mirror without hating what I see back. And the same is true for everything else. I can't stand being at work. I try and motivate

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[anonymous]

Baby, if I knew how to be a good girlfriend so that I could make you happy, and make you not want to blow your brains out, and think before I did and said things so that I could help you do the things you want to do, believe me I would. I'm sorry I haven't seemed to have been able to do that.
sometimes I wonder how you've been able to put up with me for this long... but I'm so happy that you have stayed with me. I love you so much. I'm so sorry I've irritated you and made you feel like it really has been as long as it has been... time has flown by for me, I still feel the same way about you that I did when I first met you.
I just wish I could help you be as happy being in our relationship as I am.
Dee

[forgetwhatuknow]

first off... i hope youre kidding about the john thing, i didnt think they were dating. thats cute. but whatever, ive learned to let things just sit. u cant do shit about it anyway, people will be people.

i know youre feeling let down with stuff... i know what thats like. even here.. i mean, i feel i do the same thing every week. i go to classes, then on saturday and sunday i work. i feel sometimes life is a repetitive process. and yeah, sometimes like you, im sick of it. but i mean, heres the truth... life isnt all that great. and ive succumb to that fact. but i guess ive just accepted life as it is... it is. thats all it can be. so idk dude, but my advice to you is to just accept how things are, and make the most out of what youve got. if you cant make the most of what youve got, then youre making the most out of what you dont have... and well, you dont have that, so you cant make anything out of nothing. that sounds like a yogi quote...

take care.

don't ya just wish

[anonymous]

that life sometimes came with a restart button?

Re: don't ya just wish

[sovs]

true, I also wish anonymous people posted their names ;)

[falker11]

Everyone has to deal with different adversities in their lives and what separates the men from the boys is how they deal with it. I've known you for quite a few years and one thing I have always admired is your hard work ethic and ability to push through adversity. Starting with track and the nagging knee injury which you pushed through for 2 years and now having to deal with a job you hate and relationships that may not be going so well. You have to remember how you dealt with it in the past, and know that pushing through the hard times now will lead you in a better direction for the future.

Also, try to have some fun. Life is too fucking short and its a shame not to live it to the fullest. I know your big 21st in coming up and unfortunately I'm so bogged down with work up here that I wont be able to come down, but fucking enjoy it man. Enjoy every minute of it. Live all the good times to the fullest and push through the hard times the best you can.
Love
Falk

[lilpinkbows]

I said id comment and heres me commenting. La la la
its alrite..if it makes u feel better im mucho miserable as well...but look on the bright side..atleast we are not ugly...