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It has come to mind gradually a hard yet sad truth about love in our generation. Girls nowadays, they don't place love as the highest priority when it comes to a r/s. They would rather have a guy who is good looking, rich but only loves them like they're ordinary. Over someone else who perhaps is just average looking and not rich but loves them ( Read more... ) -
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Its been about 3 months or so. And I would say I am feeling better now rather than last time when it was really raw ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a while. Today in camp I felt uber pain in my chest. Particularly at the metal bar area. It felt like shit. So er yeah I got sent to medical centre and the MO let me rest in the sick bay. When I went in, I remembered the times I spent in the hospital after my surgery resting. You were there next to me, now you're not. I kept on trying to ( Read more... ) -
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Feeling so sick in camp today mon. I miss her so goddamn much. I miss the way she used to take care of me when I was sick. She fed me home-cooked barley, tuck me into bed & lay next to me in bed. I miss her warmth, embrace, her smell, how innocent she looked & how she took care of me. I miss all of that from her. I'm so close to breaking down in ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a week since I last wrote. On thursday, I saw something on Charyl's instagram about a guy using pickup lines on her. Immediately I thought it was that Jacky guy & the line was fucking cheesy; something about hide & seek cos a girl like you is impossible to find. WHAT THE FUCK HONESTLY. I never felt rage like this before, I went on a ( Read more... ) -
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Today is a sian day in camp. Charyl's got roadshow on Mon, Wed, Fri. We ended up talking again. Yet she has hurt me time & time again ): It's true when they say that words are the sharpest of all blades. Idk but the phrase "I don't need anyone right now" keeps replaying in my head over & over & over again. How did we ever get to this stage ( Read more... ) -
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Today I went to Renci hospital to celebrate her grandma's 84th birthday. I bought a salted caramel mocha from starbucks @ novena, the united square. It was the same place which we had our first study date. The one where we sat in this enclosed seating & i put my arms around her waist whilst watching 500 days of summer. Now as I go into that ( Read more... ) -
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I'm turning 21 in a few weeks time. I don't know whether its too childish to start a diary but here I am. It's been a rough week with her. Her referring to the love of my life. I've lost Charyl, I just lost my best friend and right now I'm losing Slade. That's a lot of things/people to lose yeah I know. Feeling shitty but hey what can I do ( Read more... ) -
Back from Australia
hahaha so I'm back from aussie land. It was fun and did quite a lot of interesting things like visit a vineyard, feeding wallabys, eating strawberries, getting lost thanks to the stupid GPS system, driving along the great ocean road and of course the shopping ( Read more... )