Wow, hunn, what a rant. Now aren't you glad to have all of *that* out of your system, hmm?
But anywho...
Frustration. We all feel it, dear, and you are not the first to question "What am I supposed to do with my life?" Sounds to me as if you're on the brink of a change, and perhaps God is trying to teach you or prepare you for something. Just remember that it's nothing you and God can't handle together, dear one. Everyone is always in a constant state of growth; at least, it's better to be growing than to have reached a "comfortable" way of life and never want to change again. Trust Him with all your heart, and He'll direct your paths. He'll never leave or forsake you. Always remember that.
I know it's hard, hunn, but I know when you're through it, you'll be that much stronger for it. I'm always right here for you, Tyler, as you have been for me. I love you.
When you start eating junk, your insides feel like junk. It sounds like a stupid weight loss campaign, but this is coming from experience.
If you can, eat an apple. If you can't, find a song that makes you forget the world. I feel like this all the time-- all of my posts are about me feeling trapped or wanting to run away or feeling like I'm wasting my time. I don't know what to do or where to go, but I know I want to start.
I don't know whether or not you can drive, but if you can, take advantage of the ability. I cannot and I am too afraid to begin, but if I could I would drive off some freeway and dance until I couldn't anymore and sing poorly at the top of my lungs.
Sometimes when ideas come out mangled... well, tightly packed is a good way to put it-- it's like there's this... fence blocking it all. Like there's gunk clogging it.
Hopefully if you find a way to clear the gunk, you should feel a little better.
Also, sorry for being a total stranger and commenting.
write it out. write it out. write it out. write it out. write it out. until you can't write anymore. like you just did. but keep doing it until it becomes second nature. until your pen just becomes an extension of your head. and you don't have to run in circles anymore. even if it doesn't make sense at first--write it down.
and don't throw anything away. it will all come together sooner or later.
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Now aren't you glad to have all of *that* out of your system, hmm?
But anywho...
Frustration. We all feel it, dear, and you are not the first to question "What am I supposed to do with my life?" Sounds to me as if you're on the brink of a change, and perhaps God is trying to teach you or prepare you for something.
Just remember that it's nothing you and God can't handle together, dear one.
Everyone is always in a constant state of growth; at least, it's better to be growing than to have reached a "comfortable" way of life and never want to change again.
Trust Him with all your heart, and He'll direct your paths. He'll never leave or forsake you. Always remember that.
I know it's hard, hunn, but I know when you're through it, you'll be that much stronger for it.
I'm always right here for you, Tyler, as you have been for me.
I love you.
xoxo
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When you start eating junk, your insides feel like junk.
It sounds like a stupid weight loss campaign, but this is coming from experience.
If you can, eat an apple. If you can't, find a song that makes you forget the world.
I feel like this all the time-- all of my posts are about me feeling trapped or wanting to run away or feeling like I'm wasting my time. I don't know what to do or where to go, but I know I want to start.
I don't know whether or not you can drive, but if you can, take advantage of the ability. I cannot and I am too afraid to begin, but if I could I would drive off some freeway and dance until I couldn't anymore and sing poorly at the top of my lungs.
Sometimes when ideas come out mangled... well, tightly packed is a good way to put it-- it's like there's this... fence blocking it all. Like there's gunk clogging it.
Hopefully if you find a way to clear the gunk, you should feel a little better.
Also, sorry for being a total stranger and commenting.
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write it out.
write it out.
write it out.
write it out.
until you can't write anymore. like you just did. but keep doing it until it becomes second nature. until your pen just becomes an extension of your head. and you don't have to run in circles anymore. even if it doesn't make sense at first--write it down.
and don't throw anything away. it will all come together sooner or later.
i need to take my own advice.
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