in the end.....all we really have is memories. For better or worse.

two days ago on the 6th, it was Sadies birthday, and by some miracle, she happened to not be busy, so we went to disneyland :D she was off of work at 1230, so while I was waiting to go pick her up, brittany came over for about an hour just to talk, it was good to see her again too (: she talked a bit about tom, and agreed to be really careful ( Read more... )

"Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections."

my basic mindset, tied into a neat little sentence.

had work@6am today at target, as always on sunday. Im kinda surprised im still working there....something makes me want to stay. maybe its my coworkers, maybe its the fact that I like that I'm good at what I do, maybe I just have attachment issues lolz. either way, Sadies always somehow manages to make my day a bit better. she always laughs at ( Read more... )

"If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
I would climb my way to Heaven, and bring him home again
I would do anything to bring him back to you
Because if you got him back, I would get back the friend that I once knew."

quite possibly the only good song to come off of bmth's newer album.
such an amazing song.

I feel like Ive done nothing with my life ( Read more... )

quick dream recap! so uh, I was in some kind of RV/trailer kind of thing, I think in the woods....for some reason I was waiting for sadies to come back? I dunno from where, all I remember is that she was coming back late. I was up/woke up and was just kinda walking around....I fixed a lightbulb....and then all of the sudden I got really paranoid ( Read more... )

gonna post my dream since I vaguely remember it...Id like to start remembering them better, so maybe this will help ( Read more... )

"Life is 99.9% what you make it, so if your life sucks, YOU suck ( Read more... )

I need to quit target soon, and ask for less hours at microsoft. I need more time to myself! I mean, Ive been managing myself fine so far. yesterday, I worked@target from 6am to 10am, then microsoft from 1030am to 530pm. its okay though, I went to sadie's place at around 7pm last night, and that always cheers me up (: I got to meet her friend ( Read more... )