life is pretty good, now that im done with all my major schoolwork and things are toning down a bit ( Read more... )

ugg, nothing went right today.  Went to city hall to get my birth certificate for new job tomorrow, theyre closed for columbus day.  went to post office to send out shitty ps3 controller for a refund, closed for columbus day.  called lisa to discuss my "leave" from target, shes in a four hour meeting.  wat?  work tomorrow from 6am to 10am, but ( Read more... )

I really need to take control of my fears and anxieties.  I wish I could take them head on, but its kinda dangerous sometimes ( Read more... )

so yesterday was the day of OTEP.  And, of course with my luck, I woke up feeling like I had that 24 hour bug again where my stomach hurt no matter what position I lay down in, and I puked my brains out a few times, and my stomach was overly upset as well.  which is WEIRD because the previous day (wednesday) I had eaten very little in anticipation ( Read more... )

I won't ever let this take full control of me.
Even if it makes me feel like shit, I'm still gonna push myself so I can live the life I want to.
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last night's show was epic, I can't believe I almost didnt get to go!  Good thing I found tickets at the last minute on cragslist. snagged 2 for $30 each, which was a great price.  The first band was yacht....they were a really cultish liberal kind of band.  huge disco/bass beats, AWESOME live performance, but i probably wouldn't listen to them in ( Read more... )

dreams last night ( Read more... )

if the fire's out baby;
how are you gonna keep me warm?

"We never really grow up, we only learn how to act in public."

so, so, so true!

I had a dream that I had to fly out of state to see a concert.....I was gonna see bmth, and someone else....for some reason I think it was peaches? xD
anyway, yeah.  just writing that down while I remember it.  I went with like, my whole family and tyler.  and my little sister dakota was driving at some point...? @____@