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There's this guy in my 'European Culture & Society 1914-1945' class that annoys the piss out of me, and it makes me a little nervous. Here's why: he raises his hand on average eight or nine times per 75 minute class. When called upon, he rambles on about the subject in a surprisingly knowledgable way, but with very little effort payed towards being ( Read more... ) -
quickie update
no brain tumor
still sick anyway
here's a quiz thing:
What Be Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Literature Nerd
Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category ( Read more... ) -
what the hell is wrong with me?!?!?!
Why am I so sick?
I had an MRI of my brain yesterday, to rule out any brain tumors. My short term memory and my vision have gone to shit. They ruled out that I'd been poisoned. It might be just a really bad reaction to coming off the antidepressants. But how ( Read more... ) -
last night on the west coast
i'm drunkish. i went dancing. i smooched an old friend and it was very nice. i made new friends, both human and four-legged. i attempted (but unfortunately failed) to go shopping for a strap-on. i'm going to fucking miss this place ( Read more... ) -
am i crazy?
Today I bought a fedora, a khaki trenchcoat, a bacon cheeseburger w/ a blackberry milkshake, and I got a tiny muffin tattooed onto the back of my ear. I love being in Olympia. I wish I could just stay here in my sister's house and never go back to school and the cold cold Vermont winter. Everybody here is awesome. One of my sister's classmates ( Read more... ) -
West Coast!!!!
It's too late at night for me to be writing complete sentences, so I'll give you bullet points ( Read more... ) -
President's Day
It's early in the morning. My laptop is keeping my thighs warm in our cold house while the fat orange cat purrs next to me and keeps my right side warm as well. There is a boy in my bed, still sleeping, lucky, whereas I can almost never sleep past 7am. My mouth is dry as a side effect of the antidepressants. I've already had one cup of tea but no ( Read more... ) -
boorish bourgeois behavior and the monotony of mid-semester life
Yeah, wow. I haven't updated this in awhile. Thank the doctor and whatever evil god decided to give my massive seasonal depression and anxiety and ADD. Almost all of my mental energy is spent attempting to find some kind of emotional harmony under all these drugs I'm taking (legal, damn you). Let's see: Paxil, Wellbutrin, Klonopin, Concerta. Yeah. ( Read more... ) -
at work
Yes, I'm working a shift at the boys co-op. I'm not sure, but I think the Paxil is having a positive effect on my mind. It's like the burden of trying to control everything all the time isn't nearly as important as it was. Fuck it. I like who I am. I got chicks going gay for me all over the world. (er, well, maybe not ALL over, but there are a few ( Read more... )
