i think my last relationship traumatized me ( Read more... )

coming here because this seems like the last place of refuge on the internet, where i can write something and not worry about who will really see it ( Read more... )

hello livejournal. long time, no write. not much to say really. i should force myself to write more, to blog more, the journal more, if only because it seems like a productive thing to do and it would be nice to read later on. hmm. i'll think it over. if i do, it probably won't be here.

[i really should start writing more ( Read more... )

Just got back from court, and I'd say it went rather well. Or as good as it could have gone. When I went back in October, they sentenced me to a $1000 fine and restricted driver's license. But then I hired a lawyer and he worked really hard to get my license back and he tried to get the Commonwealth attorney to reduce it beforehand. Didn't work, ( Read more... )

I don't trust people that have a "best friend". It's too concrete. Too definite. And weirdly clingy. I have many friends and some are closer than others but no one is "best". It'd be too hard to choose one.

Will I still get credit for my internship this semester? I didn't do the final paper for last semester, but I'm hoping the professor can let me roll it over to this semester or let me do a longer paper for the end of this semester ( Read more... )

So I'm bored. Extremely bored. And I can't use the main tv for another hour. I've been trying to find ways to occupy my time. I guess I really should finish my final paper for Westerns but I can't find any motivation to work on it. Maybe tomorrow. Yeah I'm really cutting things close. But I just can't do any school work right now. Not happening. I ( Read more... )

I'm tired. I guess I understand why Joey would simply say those words to me instead of telling me what's wrong. I feel the same way. It's just easier to sum up all the problems as weariness instead of trying to explain them to another person. Plus the act of explaining makes them real. Makes them definite. And worst of all, makes them hurt ( Read more... )

I was going to write a longer post about insomnia and how much it sucks, but the idea of writing all that actually made me tired. So problem solved.

attempting sleep. hope it works