So I finally had him Wednesday. I went in Tuesday to be induced and spent 13 hours at the hospital and had no change so they sent me home only to return at 4:30 in the morning. I had him at 9:14 am and he weighed 7 lbs 13 oz. and he was 20 in. long. He's just sooo perfect!!!!! I fortunately only pushed for 45 minutes. And I didn't even have an ( Read more... )

so today is my due date but do you think i had him? obviously not since i'm posting an entry huh. i don't think he is going to be here anytime soon. my doctor is worried about preeclampsia and toxemia now. which i hope i don't have either. hopefully she'll induce me friday.

so as of today i am a home owner. i'm so excited. it's small but it's mine. life isn't much different than usual. just being pregnant and getting bigger.

life is great i guess. i'm getting ready to have a baby. well not until mart but he feels like he is going to pop out any moment. i unfortunately am not having such an easy pregnancy. i'm only 5 months and i've been off work three different times. not to mention i'm gaining weight like it's going out of style. before i know it i'm going to need a ( Read more... )

life is better for me now. i actually have a good boyfriend who treats me right. work sucks as usual. when doesn't it though. my cat had kittens too. and i'm trying to quit smoking. which isn't going well at all. and shockingly i've actually been clean since november.and it actually wasn't very hard for me. my friend crystal had a baby girl a few ( Read more... )

i just found out that my cousin/bestfriend was arrested yesterday for attempted robery. i am going to kick his fucking ass when i see him. i've been soo worried about him. he's been acting weird lately. it's been scaring me and now this happens. i don't know what i'm going to do about him ( Read more... )

so i went to live with my mom b/c everyone was like "it's the best place for you. just give her a chance to be responsible." and what do you know, i went home one day after work to tell her that i was going to a friends to watch movies and hang out and the first things out of her mouth were to call me a bitch and a ho. oh how i love her so 2 days ( Read more... )

i miss chad so much...i'm going to hate it when he's at basic and then ait or whatever its called


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a lot of shit has happened...someone tried to beat me up, my car was broken into, i finally got it back yesterday but i need a new water pump and breaks and a radio and a trunk lock and so on. i can't find my roommate and i have nowhere to live, i'm literally homeless. it's great having the life i have. it fucking sux. the only good thing that has ( Read more... )

so my apt was vandalized 2 days ago by someone i thought was my friend. the cop told me there was nothing i could do except get a protection order against the guy. and my car was broken into last week. i haven't seen marty in like 3 days and i miss him a lot. but the good news is i got a new roommie. she's awesome!! for the past month i think there ( Read more... )