Hmmm wow.. "you" cant let anything go. who is the pathetic one now? I have removed you fully from my life and basicly forgotten about you. Guess i really made a huge impression in you since you cant seem to let me go. So i will start posting again so that i can keep you in the loop of my life since i know you still love me, so that you are not left ( Read more... )

...my heart moves...i breath....life...i've always obtained to be love...around me...isn't it love...where is the love...not in a song...not in the air...we seem to miss love...finding love...wanting love..craving love...to the endless stream of curiosity...my love...your love..his love..her love...lust isn't love....love isn't lust...undescribing ( Read more... )

WEll today is my birfday !!! wooot wooot

If asked why I love her I would say ( Read more... )

i haent posted in a while and that is because i have been busy moving and with my cal cs team. but i wrote this poem tonight and i felt like sharing it with people so lemmi know what you think for those that actually read this journal which i dont think anyone does but oh well here is my poem... i havent given it a title yet so yea ( Read more... )

well this whole week and most of next week i have the house to myself all alone. so im throwing a big lan party.got some people coming over and then between the 11-15 im going to another lan party in puyallup for my cs clan woo woo fun times....

OMg i must say that yahoo chat rooms are the funnest thing in the world when you are bored. You can meet some of the funniest people on there

hmmm lets see i had the most worst scare of my life since i got my laptop. in my last post i talked about downloading the cs update well ever since i updated it my lag on the game went from aroudn 100 to 2000 which is sucky ass. so in desperation i went thru and deleted all cs steam stuff and it worked omg im soooo happy.

hmmm lets see im waiting for steam to update my counterstrike so that i can play online once again. i downloaded the tfc one but i joined a new clan and the clan doesnt have team fortress classic(tfc) server yet *im working on that* so i have nothing to do but to update my journal. i guess its agood thing b.c it gives me time to catch up on stuff. ( Read more... )

well here is a case that i have made for my new tfc lan games that my new clan is starting up .

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