So I was thinking and I remembered this story. Back in the day when I was on swim team, there was this one pool where we were competing, and I walked this little girl to the clerk of course. Well, there's more to the story, but thats the part thats important. On the way there, she looks up and asks me, "Madeline, why are you so nice?" Told her I ( Read more... )

So tonight has pretty much been nightmare material. It starts out good; my bf says he's coming over, and both roommates have gone home for the weekend. Sonds fun. He's gonna go home first to go see saw three with his best friend around lunch time, so ok, whatev. all of a sudden its ten thirty and i was wondering if he was gonna leave around 11 or ( Read more... )

ive been looking back, and all i can say is, wow. the sadness is still there, but somehow its not all that obvious and its kinda receded to the back of my mind ( Read more... )

damn, i was gonna try to write something good and happy, but still feeling too damn depressed... maybe i'll try again later... then again, maybe not...

~madz~

Why is life such a bitch? god, i hate it. Im so tired of it all i have reached the point of making a fucking list of every thing i want from life. so tell me, is this too much to ask? i dont even want it all at once, but a little bit of it before the end of highschool would be nice, and since no one reads this because they're so used to me not ( Read more... )

like HC? maybe not. oh well, any one who reads my journal, (i dont think anyone even knows that this exists) if ur not going to HC, come see me dance! same night, 7:30 @ the Annandale campus of NOVA... performing center... not actually expecting anyone to come, but at least this way i can say that it was posted ( Read more... )

haha, steve, you make me laugh. ok, I'm done being a bitch to everyone... well, almost everyone... but im not gonna be a bitch. I just know that i can no longer trust you with anything, and that i shall be forced to assume that everything you say is a lie. but thats ok, cause i finally get what went on. all i can say is, i really wish you had ( Read more... )