i hate everything. Im going to california.

Some dipshits are setting off fire works like steps away from my window. I cant sleep. I will only gain satisfaction when I hear a blood curdling scream and one of those little fucks arms are laying in the curb. Grusome ::tee hee:: so this is shaping up to be the most fucking awkward summer ever. I've had a cold for the past three weeks, and ( Read more... )

Things are finally starting to fall into place. Right before spring, I would make some rebirth analogy but its been done. I feel like theirs so much to do still. So many goals, so little time ( Read more... )

My mistakes have made me a horrible person. I feel like nothing can save my soul and I often wonder why the people that stay around me, stay. They'll learn soon enough. I never thought I was that bad. But actions do speak louder then words. I dont want to hurt anyone else. So Im not going to, I'll just be by myself. I deserve that and worse ( Read more... )

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I've finally decided, if all goes well, I will be attending City College in September. Im actually pretty psyched! The campus is pretty nice and I've got memories there. I just need to get back to doing things, I've been feelings so aimless lately. Today is currently an "I feel so depressed day". There so many things that I need to do, that I ( Read more... )

One day before I die I will go to the coachella festival!!! Right now there a lot of factors in my not going to coachella like that whole ...no money...no car situation. But one day!!! Heres this years yummylishous lineup

April 30th
David Bowie, Nine Inch Nails, PJ Harvey, Coldplay, Interpol, The Faint, Franz Ferdinand, Polyphonic Spree, ( Read more... )

gawd i hate updating. I hate how open and vulnerable it feels at the time you're writing and then you read back and its nothing but sissy, whinny, emo, crap. Thats right I said it. I hate putting my life on blast like that. I cant wait to be in a band that gets quoted on livejournal/myspace/friendster/MOC (whatevers cool at the time). Eat that

Today I hung out with Kay, Marvin, and Jared. I was so excited. Mostly because it reminded me of last summer when we used to hang out and be stoned and stupid and laugh. Now...there's a sort of reality check involved. So many crazy/bad things have happened to all of us. It just isn't the same. When Im with Marvin I cant shake the feeling of ( Read more... )

*blows dust off of account ( Read more... )