www.purevolume.com/petulance < these are some tunes i made

Things are going well.Ive been really tired lately,im not getting very much sleep.im sure things will be going even better once i get more sleep.i had to go to the doctor because of it.(my dad was "worried")I dont know what to make of him anymore.The doctor said its just me being a teenager which is what i assumed.I still have to get a blood test ( Read more... )

They have fallen victim to there own vision. Quarters dropped in pits ridden with cess, masked with Zen. No longer shall the pool be viscous. Its diluted nature will no longer leave cripple the arms grasp. The scratch seems shallow but it’s enough to scar, as is the one left to drown under its own existence so another can feast on its lap. Its ( Read more... )

I feel really good this morning,like a hippie or something.I was just chilling in my living room and playing/writing some guitar and i was so much more focused and my mind was just on the music and how good i was feeling.No thinking about things that were bugging me.The stuff i was playing didnt feel like i was venting my frustrations.it felt alot ( Read more... )

DAMN! Im feeling good.like waaaaay beeter than i did the other week.Im trying to change as much stuff in my life as possible.Even though thats wat i have been trying to do for the last couple of years now but even more.alot of the stuff ive been trying to change is stuff that has to do more with how i treat other people and im not stopping that at ( Read more... )

I have was feeling like shit this entire week.the worst i think was on wednesday.i was so fucking depressed it was disgusting.i fucking hate my family.i cant stand it.i couldn't think of anything else the whole time.all i have been doing is listening to music and think its helping.Im fine now.i was just watching tv and i felt better.its awsome!cuz ( Read more... )

My aunt is staying at my house from italy.Its so crazy cuz my dad hasnt been as hard on me lately cuz my aunt just tells him not to worry.FINALLY someone that supports my efforts toward being a human being.Also she makes more fun of my dad than i do.haha he gets bad but its funny cuz it just shows how pitiful he is,and i dont get in trouble.i fell ( Read more... )

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Its been a while since ive used this thing.Ive been doing alot of thinking as i always do.most of its been about were im going in the next few years and i ended up with more questions than i started with.I havnt been thining about it for a few weeks.I just get pissed off when i do.Lately ive been thinking about how to avoid thinking about things ( Read more... )

Nothing crazy happened today.Went down to the bus station again after school.Had a few laughs.I whent home and found out that my dad is retarded(he thinks the sun is a volcano).Dint correct him though.No point,id just get in trouble.I cant stand not though.It pisses me off knowing that sum1 thinks sumthing so stupid >:( lol.Im also staring to think ( Read more... )