Dude...its been awhile...

Um, so yeah does anyone care what's up with me nowadays? That's koo if no one does...but yeah, here I am, bustin' on the mike anyways- yo, yo, check it..........,.,.,.,.... :)

I'm tan now.

Lately, like always, things have been all crazy and fun.

I started driving recently. Its so fuckin' easy, dude. Yeah, I need to get off ( Read more... )

Now I will tell you what I've done for you.

50 thousand tears I've cried.

Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you-

and you still won't hear me.

Don't want your hand this time i'll save myself

maybe i'll wake up for once

not tormented daily defeated by you

just when i thought i'd reached the bottom

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies.

So ( Read more... )

     Okay so I saw my dad this week...yay! Charlie got locked up on the 20th...and I was so lonely, but luckily he got out three days later. Um, so I guess the CHSPE thing went down the shitter, so now I'm studying to take the lame-o GED Tests in August. I really think that that's gay that I have to finally graduate that way, but oh well. I miss ( Read more... )

That must have been just about the best orgasm I've ever had in my entire life! I know that some things shouldn't be shared...but this one was a record-breaker!!!!!

That's all...

     Man I'm tired rite now...This morning Charlie woke me up in a really, really nice way. I got up, had breakfast, had a cigarette, and then got on my computer. I was gunna finally get a chance to work on my website (I haven't really been home at all in the past 3 weeks), but then Charlie came busting through the door saying that if I didn't ( Read more... )

     I'm chillin' in my new room (I just moved) naked and I love Charlie. That is all.

Happy Birthday Shannon!

Okay, so it's 7:26 in the morning and Charlie just left for work. I'm kickin' it here smokin' a cigarette and thinkin' 'bout things: I really, really miss my dad (I haven't talked to him in sooo long..), but I'm scared to call him because I think he'll be all mad that I haven't called. But why hasn't he? ; I wanna quit ( Read more... )

I heard that Lon's goin' home today...and quite frankly, I think that's fuckin' shitty. I finally get a chance to see my like, one true friend, whom I feel I can trust & get along with...only to see her one day. I feel so hurt, so alone...a girl with no girl friends has a had life- trust me I'd know...I am one. Like, I was hoping she'd say bye or ( Read more... )

Dude I am soooo not in the mood for school rite now. I've been having a bad week. I've been soooo tired lately. On Friday, I literally slept the whole day. I was hurting from the day before. Charlie totally hung out with Anne again. I dunno what the fuck to do about this whole situation- so, like everything else, I'm just gunna ignore it and ( Read more... )

I am so damn bored rite now...and editing my website isn't always fun and games. I wish Charlie would fuckin' realize that all he has to do is call and tell me wut up...and then I can relax. Dude I need to remember to get that money sent in so I can take the CHSPE. Man I miss Rachel. And I miss Lon! Man Lon & Jiovani are supposed to come down on ( Read more... )