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~ STAND BACK ! MAMA's GOT 'BITCH PANTS ON ! ' ~
My house is a disaster and won't be clean until September due to lack of time. I do what I can, but it's a pit.
My master bedroom project, the one I wanted done BEFORE our vacation - sooo not near being done. That pisses me off, and reinforces negative feelings I have toward myself.
My kids are driving me insane, not so much by what they do - ( Read more... ) -
~ MAMA's ON ALERT ~
Send your prayers, vibes and energies of "protection, instincts and guardianship" to my daughters tonight as BIL is in town and coming by for dinner. Of course, I WON'T BE HERE, because I have rehearsal. GRRRRRRRRR.....
The worst part - well one of the worst things anyway - he's bringing the girls presents !
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~ NOTE ON CALENDAR AND SCHEDULE & ect. . .~
As the rehearsals pick up , the schedule fills up, the time is all used up - just looking at the calendar these next two months simply makes my stomach turn. Or, is it the samples of cheese I had at the whole food market this morning? It's both. Guh.
My weight is really pissing me off. I swear I'm getting fatter by the second. . . yesterday ( Read more... ) -
~ SO GLAD THE DAY IS DONE ~
Breathe with me people - big sigh of relief: *SIGHHHHHHH* BIL didn't show. He wasn't even in town - a miscommunication finally revealed he was ill and will be in town next week. Gah - I guess I'm relieved for today. Hubman and I are on the same page which made me feel so much better when I left for rehearsal. There will be next week, but we ( Read more... )
