A guy only gets so many chances, I screwed up my only serious relationship. My grandfather's condition is worsening and sometimes I just think he would be better off dying than suffering like this. It's terrible, I know, but that's just how I feel. This is the best summer ever. Sure, friends cheer me up, and I can still have fun, but deep down ( Read more... )

this thing still works?

I completely forgot about this thing... Well, I can't believe it, I am finally done with high school. I am both excited and scared about what lies ahead. Congrats and good luck to all the guys who I have grown up with during our four years. You guys are my brothers.

Last night, Carrie and I celebrated our belated 1 year anniversary, I gave her her present while we were at the restaurant and she liked it :D then after dinner we went back to her place and she gave me mine and it was a scrapbook of our entire year! we looked at it together and after that we had a lil' party. :D ( Read more... )

Summer is already halfway over and I feel as if things aren't as good as they were last summer...I dunno what it is. I DON'T LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night, we went to syd's to get pictures taken by ALL of our parents and that was tiring and after we finished we headed to diana's for dinner which was actually really good! Then of course we go to the dance! it was awesome but it was so hot in there, WE WENT SWIMMING AT SYD'S AFTER :D and then of course we went to carrie's and rob and syd

i dunno why i chose the title i did. everytime i look at pictures of our penthouse in vegas i get this sick feeling in my stomach. :/ but it's good to be back. cept for school, of course. i took the ACT today, i hope i do better than my previous 24. anyways, went to lunch with care and syd and that's about it fo now.

well, damn, i forgot to update before i left for vegas...well, im back now and it was so tizyte, im vegas sick right now.. :( but of course i couldn't just leave everyone behind and slowly i see all the things i wouldn't have over there. hopefully i'll get the pics uploaded sometime soon. i dunno, there's a lot of stuff...also got my report ( Read more... )

Carrie and I have already been going out for 9 months...it seems so much shorter than that. How fast time flies when you love someone! :D

yesterday and friday, my friends and family celebrated my birthday and friday we watched Pitch Black and The Animal and had pizza all that good stuff and Care, Syd, and Rob-O all got me killer presents..im talking awesome, it was the best bday ever, then Saturday we went out to Sonny Williams Steak house and I think I got the biggest steak they ( Read more... )