OK, so I am excited over football season. Not only is the Bus back, but i was able to track down a jersey dress with his name on it:) It is way too cute ( Read more... )

I had my car stolen last week. I do not recommend it to anyone. But Steve really showed me that he will always take care of me this week, and it makes me feel better about a lot of things. I think I am actually ready to marry his silly ass:) My feet kind of hurt today. The Steelers won their first pre-season game yesterday, and I drank some ( Read more... )

There has always been a place for me in someones bed. But is there a place for me anywhere else?

One voice is never heard
Even if its pitch is shrill and everyone is sleeping
Because we have given in
To darkness, fear and eternal self-loathing
It covers everything
Makes distances farther and chances not taken
Our voices are empty
As vacant as the souls that produce them

Sometimes we miss the past. But I am not missing it at all.

I have been having these nightmares, that I am in hell, that my future is decapitated horse heads and pools of blood. I haven't been sleeping. Ugh.

I had a great weekend otherwise. Sunshine and happiness all around.

I am the theme hospital master.

Many things to say and so little time. I'll make it short.

Hate. Love. Passion. Regret. Sickness. Tired. Lonely. Hungry. Sexy. Love. Infatuation. Horny. Sick.

That was my week, in a nutshell.

Sorry I missed six feet under.....I am a bad girl.

I had a really great weekend ( Read more... )

Realization is key. First thing is first ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to violently expel everything that is inside of me so that for just one moment I am empty. Then maybe I could begin again and remake everything that builds the soul, that builds emotion, the very building block of matter even. And then maybe people wouldn't make me feel so ill. Maybe I could get over things that have chosen to ( Read more... )

Sometimes I become so far removed from everything, but no one knows.