I compromise too much for my liking these days. But I guess that is what you do when you are in a relationship. I think he may be really close to taking me for granted. As soon as that happens, I am going to walk. No explanation, no fight.....just walk. Because me being happy depends on the decisions I make, no matter how hard they are. And I ( Read more... )

Nothing new really ( Read more... )

I have 2 whole hours before I have to go to work, so I thought I would write a bit ( Read more... )

This is kind of along the topic of my friend's journal. Just some thoughts ( Read more... )

Word to the wise kids, never smoke. And if you do, don't ever try to quit. Smoke until you die, because quitting is so fucking hard ( Read more... )

I am awake. What am I doing awake? Is it this steady dull ache in the back of my head that is keeping me from that blessed comatose state? Is it that I am not tired or that sleep does not want me anymore ( Read more... )

I got to thinking about things today, while I had some spare time(without Steve around!!), and Everything became really blurry to me. The scope of individual actions, the release of words that can not be taken back, the reactions of people to situations that have no baring on them whatsoever; We are a world that lives through other people ( Read more... )

Beneath the rubble of time ( Read more... )

No thought, except for darkness
No hope, but for the pain
No meaning to the Empty
No feeling other then shame

We walk a little line
Shadows lick, and sunlight calls
And until strict decision
All the cards lay where they fall

Lack of fullness
While things dissolve around me
Apathetic and disgusted
With this human sea
Of depravity and sanity and being something to some
And nothing to everyone else
And all the while things are raging
moving mountains and touching something
and there's nothing to be done
Except give in