just as soon as i think everythings going to be alright, i fuck it up again. s my question to you is... why does it have to be so hard to just be happy. make sense

why is it so easy for people to move on? why am i stuck sitting here living in the past and living in every old memory, as bits and pieces of one of the most important thing i had going for me is being erased. it seems im being erased from your memory to. i sit here and watch me fade away. everything just flashs and with the puch of a delete button ( Read more... )

if only you knew how much you mean to me.. i dont think you do

you tell me you love me, and you act it. then you break my heart and say you dont understand it? i dont understand how you can do that to some one you love. i dont understand how you can play these games with some one you love. can some one please explain that to me? or is everyone as lost as me?

so yesterday night was one of the most memerable nights in all my life. i had so much fun dancing and then going to wal mart lol and then to nicoles. thanks for such an awesome time. i hope everyone had a good as time as i did!

i just need someone to talk to

well i wish i was on that beach!. but oh well. this vaction was one of the best ones ever. nicole and nick mosca came and this was a good group to bring with us. each day we did something fun and just hung out togehter. there was nothing better than this vaction. i hope they all enjoyed it as much as i did.

well i guess the reason im writing in here is because i dont think any one even bothers looking at it anymore. its just a way to let things out. i dont know who i am anymore. i feel lost. i feel like im losing everything i ever loved. i know i need to keep my head up. but i cant and i wonder what the fuck is wrong with me man. who the hell am i. i ( Read more... )

this is to all those trash talking sons of bitches. fuck you you pieces of shit

the world is so fucked up its not even funny