Blurs

Fierce, hardened line,
Anger over rides all,
But that is not everything,
Nothings known so fine,

Sharp jab at the universe,
A quick return back,
Confusion is never reached,
If this is all there is, curse, curse,

Does no one see it too,
That smile that flickers,
Daring us all to enter,
By your side walk through,

Lines of personality blur,
Was ( Read more... )

that sums me up. i gave in. roy went balistic fucking crazy bastad hes been doing it himself. hes mad at me cos i broke my promise with 3 tiny cuts, hes broken more promises than i have, hes been bunking, hes been cutting hes been punching things, hes stopped supporting me now. he treats me like shit about my cutting. all i do is fucking hug him ( Read more... )

I guess that sums up how I feel atm. Everything just seams to be going wrong atm. The person who I looked up to, who I looked to as my role model, who I thought couldn't be faulted. Is now on the same level on me. And it's brought down my world. I duno what to do, all these old cravings are comming back, more intense than they have in the past year ( Read more... )

aint updated in a while so i thought i should say somthing, seeing as my last ost was like just under 4 months ago, or maybe 5, my maths aint all that good and well, this aint a maths test. so stop questioning me!!! he he ( Read more... )

Omg, I may be not depressed anymore, but now I just feel slightly like I've been shat on by my bf's parents from a great height! They are such wankers. They have totaly got the wrong end of the stick about us and are tryna break us up. It is so annoying. I don't wana go into details. But just ARGH! And my best mate is being a piss take, she gave me ( Read more... )

I got to pee in a pot today =D brillient! Lol. Yes I am easily ammused. Teehee. Hmm wonder how long till I get the results lol. O well. Hmm, I'm feeling a bit better than the other day. Still bit depressed but I can get over these things with alot of help. Lol.

I don't really understand life. Why does it kinda always do what I wanted it to when I didn't want it to. If that makes sense. . . if not STFU! I think I just need copious amounts of hugs. I need to stop writing crappy poetry or crappy little lines that never amount to anything, I wana write a realy peice of poetry. But it won't happen. I wana get ( Read more... )

meh iw as bored at like 2:30 in the morning last night ( Read more... )

helllllllllllllllllo. byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye.

wow i aint updated in ages and i was searching through some of my old crap. so i thought id sahre a few crap poems i wrote ages ago with you ( Read more... )