Feeling wonderful which is odd. I miss old days a lot. Prozac makes me feel weird but happy. I've been working a lot now, 6 days a week. I stay home all of the time. I never go anywhere besides work. I just hang out with Fonzie, my newest (7 1/2inch) family member (bearded dragon). I miss Kelly and her mom a lot. I miss everyone a lot...I'll be ( Read more... )

All is well. I can't remember the last time that I was this happy. I love Willi more than anything. So again...things couldn't be any better I don't think...well, they could, I could be staying here instead of moving to Novi but oh well. Things will work out hopefully. I love all of you....GARAGE SHOW ON THE LAST DAY WE LIVE IN THE GARGANTUA HOUSE ( Read more... )

So I'm at my mom's tonight. We looked at some house things in Novi...poopy far Novi ( Read more... )

Tonight...or yesterday I should say was awesome. It definitely started off this summer. Early in the day I hung with Andy, Keith, and Rob. we went to the mall and fucked around and I saw my old friend Mike and he said he was gonna go to the ITF show but he..uhmm didn't show. Went to talk to doctor kakar...weird fat indian guy who was interested ( Read more... )

Last night was crazy....I got pretty drunk....I was a huge lush last night. I haven't tried to drink away my problems in a while. This was the first time it didn't work too well. But I really don't have a problem...at least I can recognize that last night I made a mistake...at least I knew I was about to make a mistake by opening up the 40 in the ( Read more... )

I'm extremely lost. My body parts have been ripped off and scattered around my house and i'm at the point where i KINDA wanna die. But not the kind of death that most people know. The kind of death where you're still breathing but just don't do anything at all and you're away from everyone for as long as you want. Nobody to bother you or tell you ( Read more... )

Today was fun. grad party for jill and bj. fun stuff lots of food. stuffed kim. hung with ashly megan and maye. girls night out for a while. We watched pulp fiction at ashli's then had girl talk at the funeral home hahaha. Fun times. Then hung with Tony and Charles for a while just driving around through creapy, yes creapy trailer parks or some ( Read more... )

I feel crushed. I've been hella depressed lately and that my friend, sucks. I don't even feel like writing or drawing...I want to but I just lay there instead. I'm so lost...I have been for a long time but it got worse about 3 weeks ago and I feel worse with every day that goes by. I don't feel like doing anything at all besides just laying in my ( Read more... )

Crazy weekend. Friday was sweet. Bonfire at Eva's. Dom was hilarious as usual ( Read more... )

This morning, I was twisting that bar in my brow and it just kinda fell out. The skin wasn't there anymore holding it in. I knew it wasn't deep enough but I didn't think the skin would break. WHATEVER!!! I'm getting it redone anyway ( Read more... )