I over think everything. It seems that lately I have zero confidence and I am constantly filled with self-doubt. For instance last night as I tried to sleep, All I kept thinking too myself is that the only way I have ever made friends was when they found me. I never actually persude a friendship with anyone. The same thing actually happened with my ( Read more... )

I was walking home from school today around 3:30 and as I was crossing the Brooklyn Bridge I looked towards the south where Liberty island is and I noticed all around that spiratic rays of sunshine were falling all along the sound. It was without a doubt a sight to be seen. So it got me to think. How is it that we don't necessarily care where rays ( Read more... )

When are you gonna come down ( Read more... )

When I think of those East End lights, muggy nights ( Read more... )

Tonight my album shall be "Wish You Were Here ( Read more... )

What a Manic Depressive decade. I think I came out exactly as I came in. I'm certainly spending it the same way. At home. Christ almight I'm a goddamn bum. two more weeks. And then everything changes. So many missed oppurtunities, so many lost souls. Good friends come and gone. I burned through 3 love interests and effectively sealed them off. I've ( Read more... )

(I know it looks all fucky to read but thats because I first did this in Notepad ( Read more... )

Ugh been a rough week. Although it hasn't been completely terrible. I finally was able to get my Beatles remastered boxed set yesterday. Which by the way I would highly recommend to anyone who reads this sorry excuse for a blog. Of course you aren't going to be getting anything new. From a audio nerd perspective it is fucking brilliant. The earlier ( Read more... )

I never thought that getting this kidney transplant would take such a toll on my pysche. It seems that I cannot adjust to this new life that I'm having. Here are a few examples ( Read more... )

Goddamnit why do thoughts of death now scare the hell out of me ( Read more... )