Evil is a rare thing. It's almost as rare as true Good. Most of the time people are somewhere in the middle trying to do the best they can to strive for good, even though it can blow up in their faces. The problem is that when something truly Evil happens people in the middle do not know how to react to it. Emotion will over take them first which ( Read more... )

5 years gone.

I still miss you.

I love you, mom.

I am almost at my wit's end with trying to find a full time job. Because of my shitty health I need to have insurance. The medications that keep me alive annually cost me without insurance roughly 16K ( Read more... )

Literally everyone and everything is pissing me off anymore. I need to get the fuck out of this town and possibly this state.

So here I sit. Three years have gone by since my transplant. I feel exactly the same then as I feel now. I haven't accomplished anything in my life and I don't see myself going anywhere. I really feel the last 3 years was just wasted time. I should have never gone to Pace and in a perfect world I would/should have gone to Fordham University which I ( Read more... )

It's very strange that for the first time in probably years that I actually have a full Friends page on my LJ. Perhaps I shall throw my hat into the fray ( Read more... )

I always think to myself that immortality would be the answer to many of my meta-physical worries. Albeit it is slightly cowardly to never face your own death head on. People aren't necessarily afraid of the death process but of the fact hat they have no control over what happens afterward or beyond what actually happens to your mind. Does it ( Read more... )

I've gone close to two days without sleep and I wreak of sex and shame ( Read more... )

The one piece of advice I know is to just be happy with what you get and don't expect anything more than that.

Where was someone telling me that when I wanted her to be my girlfriend?

Fucking Idiot.

Even though I don't post here alot, I write journal entries all the time. They are just scattered over many different laptop entries and notebook scribblings ( Read more... )