Leaves are falling all around, It's time I was on my way ( Read more... )

I hate it here. My house is one of negativity and its killing me. On one hand you have my sister who is completely and utterly negative to any idea or anything i do. On the other you have my father who is just my father and doesn't really have too much input on my life ( Read more... )

Silly songs. I listen to them almost everynight. Why? Theres no real reason. Just a reacurring theme I guess. Which is that I crave the company of a person of the opposite sex every so often. For example tonight I watched "Tootsie". It's a fairly decent movie, more of a chick flick I think though than anything else. But afterwards I went to put the ( Read more... )

My goodness the things that I would do to that girl. Its amazing that after all this time I still find her so attractive, and yet I've never had the balls to really approach her. At this point she is more just a piece of eye candy and that really is an awful thing but I think thats just my hetero side creeping out. But alas she is already spoken ( Read more... )

Everytime i go into dialysis it feels like more of my life is being drained awa from me. It seems that I am slowly wasting away with no end in site. And they asked me to be-friend another kid in dialysis who is younger then me to show that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, but the truth is i do not know if there is. I do know however that ( Read more... )

Mother, do you think they’ll drop the bomb ( Read more... )

I think maybe I should leave the country before it gets a lil too cwazy. I mean it just feels like something big is comming, and theres nothing we can do to prepare ourselves. Although it is pretty odd that a species of life can become so powerful and then destroy itself from the inside. I mean if you think about anything that has ruled this planet ( Read more... )

I really fo serious need to get on this whole life thing if Grace Shavione is doing better than me ( Read more... )

This morning I wrote a really cheesy paper on childhood obesity and in the process i inspired myself to go out and do stuff. So now my next pet project that'll probably go nowhere is right in front of me. Well it all started yesterday when me and my sister being bored decided to take a walk across the lake because the level was so low that you ( Read more... )

Oh what a lonely rainy night. Dad's in bed, sister is out and I'm here waiting for some sort of human contact if that is even possible tonight. Probably not but we persevere ( Read more... )