What does it all mean ( Read more... )

Karma is a bitch and let that be a lesson to everyone. A very selfish person from my past who hurt me and a whole lot of other people, who had had everything handed to him his whole life, had everything fall apart recently...and is struggling it seems to paste his life back together. the rumors are yet to be substantiated but I got them from an ( Read more... )

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I learned how to copy x-rays today. It makes me cough ( Read more... )

Past Zabaars and the sports complex on the other side of York, I am flying, snow crunching beneath my feet and I giggle, the first real snow of the year. I pause at the stairway to Gracie mansion as if I am seeing it for the first time. As if once, long ago I saw it's reflection in someone else's eyes. Tripping into puddles where the melting snow ( Read more... )

I love life,
I love theatre,
I love being outside in New York in the wintertime,
and no one is going to take that away from me.

Facing haunted things and places with new found courage,
I am hurtling toward an uncertain future...
and I believe that I am everything I need.
I'm going to have a selfless love affair with me.

-H

It hurts inside where you used to be ( Read more... )

I walked home from the subway last night and it was all him, every step we had taken together, I unintentionally sauntered past every restaraunt that had meaning to us. and I held back my emotions until I could hardly manage, I've done enough crying in the middle of the street for one year. and wasted myself on the bed we shared, I go to clean my ( Read more... )

I am pretty and sweet and loved...
I am warm and soft and difficult...
I will probably drive you up a wall,
But I never mean any harm...
I want to conquer something bigger than myself.

I am so stupid...I am a stupid stupid girl.