my delirium has reached an all time high. i am pretty sure that i must have had a lobotomy or something because everything i have said today comes out in nonsensical psycho-babble. i wasn't sure if kristen and i would make it home to san diego today, but somehow we managed. kristen on her third night of not sleeping, and me not sleeping a wink and ( Read more... )

i bid on ebay for the complete wonder years dvd....and i won. all 7 dvds will be mine in just a few short days. also, just for fun, not thinking i'd win because i didnt bid very high, i decided to bid on the freaks and geeks soundtrack, and much to my delight and surprise, i will soon be the proud owner of that too!!! hurray for winning, ebay, ( Read more... )

i don't know why or understand why i for some reason decided that crying was the best solution to a situation where there was no real problem, only my personal annoyance at the inconveinence. <--wow, i truly cannot spell. (i'm okay with that though, it adds character). anyways, jury duty sucked. i was there early, then sat around for 2 hours, ( Read more... )

please please pleasssssse let me be accepted to budapest....after my eap meeting i decided i will go for the whole year, regardless, unless i hate it. i feel like it will be my second chance at college. i need this school year to hurry up and be over with.

WHO WANTS TO GET ME A SUMMER JOB???? ANY TAKERS?????

sousloff can suck on my sweet tooth all she wants ( Read more... )

ugh. can't this week hurry up and be over? classes seem so tedious, and i have so much work and studying to do. i feel like i'm going to combust. stress and stress and more stress...not just about school, but EVERYTHING. i can't just put things off and pretend like nothing matters. i wasn't meant for college or school, pretty much ever. i'm ( Read more... )

i am ready for spring break and this quarter to be over. my classes haven't exactly been amazing, and i just am ready to start new classes and spend a few days in san diego. i'm excited for my mom coming to visit next weekend, that should be a nice break, however, this week--starting now--is about to be stressful and awful. my goal is to write ( Read more... )

the years go fast and the days go so slow.

birthday party theme:

MY SUPER SWEET SIXTEEN PART DEUX-- NEVER BEEN KISSED!!!

i'm going to buy a pink dress and make a three teared (spelling?) cake. streamers and booze galore. you should come, if you can.