another pleasant, busy, weekend gone...drive down to san diego wednesday night was pretty good, saturday was pleasant--very relaxing being lazy around my house, then a quick thrift store trip, dinner with the parents, and hanging out with the boys...friday morning i flew with my dad to chicago, we didn't end up at my grandma's appartment until like ( Read more... )

today is a whiney day/feeling sad for no good reason. my cramps hurt like a little bitch, and i don't know, i just feel bored and a little lonely...but this will all pass...at least it seems as though that whole "i am a robot i have no feelings i am void of emotion" phase i was going through for about 6 months seems to be ending...so that is good ( Read more... )

last night, after a torturous hour and 45 minutes with osorio watching a film in black and white (which i didn't really pay attention to because i was too busy writing "vagina" "bad ass" drawing straightedge signs and my housemates initals all over my arms and hands) and after a kind of interesting sex class section i got home, made some food and ( Read more... )

a little better, a little worse. pre-menstrual emotions. my mom and i are like a roller coaster. she calls, she yells, three hours later she calls to apologize. pretty typical.

blah. title sums it up.

i'm a loser baby.

i feel blue today. i was sitting in human sexuality, listening to all this psychological info about how people behave in relationships, and i definitely have commitment phobia, and when it comes to relationships i am masculine and desire the anima because i want the animus...i think. anyways, i have some issues to sort out, sooner rather than ( Read more... )

ok. so today was good, mostly. i went to class, tried to contribute but ended up sounding really stupid and embarassed and for the first time in a while i got that scary feeling where you wish you just could hide and never speak again. not that what i said was even that terrible, i just didn't feel like i contributed like i would have liked to ( Read more... )

what a fun filled weekend! courtney + nick = best of times. crazy stoned/drinking party, falling asleep, dancing, falling asleep...over and over ( Read more... )

oh wow, what a bad day. my stomach has been hurting me ever since i killed my body saturday night and stuffed a giant burrito down my throat. it hurts so bad, i don't know what's wrong. there is also something wrong with my female health. i guess nicole and i relate a lot on that level. also, i spent all night being productive only to loose ( Read more... )