I talked to a professor Friday about my future. She offered me nothing. But couched it in the coddeling dialect that seems to be fairhaven. I love it cause the coddeling dialectic for most of its students means more learning more oppurtunity and a career. For me and maybe for others it seems to be not the case. I guess I just failed to accel ( Read more... )

So I was on a bus today. I just stared at this girl. I have no idea how old she was I saw some class work of hers couldn’t tell how old she was probably in highschool. But I was just gawking not really sure why. Or I know why I am dirty flippen pervert. Her cleavage was abundant and I was locked in battle of wills that I gave into far to easily ( Read more... )

Just skipped out on a food justice conference. It was good some interesting ideas its hard to get out of the solar eclispe that is Wiona LaDuke ideas. I found myself expounding them this afternoon even though my spirtualism often seems to have more to do with drugs scizophrenia and broken homes then to do with breathing living communities. I ( Read more... )

Last night i listened to Wiona LaDuke speak at the university she is a facinating women. She talked mostly about the sanctityof food. Which I agree and don't agree with her about. The notion of humans sitting on a sound ecological foot print sounds ideal and she proposes the way to this place is to retraditionalize the industrial ways. I ( Read more... )

A sociologist from the udub came to school to talk about drugs. I through him zinger and I of course I am not so sure if he didn’t plan the zinger into his lecture and or usual mass conspiracy. I am afraid I might have been to filled with the idea of the zinger and stuck on such a small detail that it didn’t really matter. He layed out his ( Read more... )

I got shit to report. For one my dad told me that I reveal to much of other peoples shit in this journal just let all sit out in the lawn like it ain’t no thing. He is perhaps right it would be for sure against all of them doctorial oaths the one they make them professionals take. Perhaps it is irresponsible for me to shoot from the hip that’s ( Read more... )

went drinking with chris and chance last night ( Read more... )

For starters my sister is going to be on judge judy. Its really funny because she used to watch it and I hated it. She is taking her ex-roommates to small claims court or now judge judy ( Read more... )

I absolutely adore mirah’s new album I have only listened to one song and its amazing. I would give up my man bits just to live in absolutely bliss with her. I could listen to her voice forever I don’t know why but I just love her. Its amazing how I fixate or that’s how it seems its the strange thing about emotions in the core they seem like ( Read more... )

The excitement of gradaution will have to be put off for a single quarter but it looks certainly possible. not impossible. I feel good cause it seems all rather doingable in fact having a job doesn't seem impossible. I just I just don't know if this is plausible.
we will find out I guess.