I have a BRIGHT yellow rain coat that I wear when its storming. I have a smile I wear when I know I'm going to see you, or when im with my lovely cupcakes. and I have a frown that I wear sometimes weeks at a time... and I can't seem to take the fucking thing off.

Walking on my tiptoes has proven to be difficult for me. Not only is it difficult, but I'm tired of trying to do it. I'm not talking about actually physically doing it, but metaphorically, I suppose. Careful what you say.... don't want to upset him. Oh don't do that he'll yell at you. NO joking about that it could piss him off. It's so frustrating ( Read more... )

Dear livejournal,
I'm sorry. I've neglected you. I am back. I missed you.

im drinking to keep warm like the homeless men do.

you lied. you were mad.

i like you, but i miss him.

I don't know if you are different, or if it is just me. You seemed nicer. You seemed like you cared. You made me want to trust you, even though I knew I couldn't... You were her first love... hers, and hers, and hers, and mine. She moved on... I will too... Who does understand you ( Read more... )

Rex is one of my favorite people to run into, and Melissa may be right about this whole going "alone" thing being: "good for me." Tonight, Casio and the Casanovas played at The Boro. It sounded good and was a lot of fun. Lots of friends were there and you will NEVER guess who called "shotgun" in my car for the trip to Dane and Chad's house... I ( Read more... )

To Emily ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. kings of leon:
   are my boyfriends.are badass.are mother fucking hot.are good song writers.are amazing.this could go on.
2. mates of state:
   happy.enough said
3. planes mistaken for stars:
   good band name.good band.
4. smart boys:
   are sorta hard to find.reading is hot.
5. taking back sunday:
   were one of my first loves, kind of like an ex- ( Read more... )

He asked how I was doing. He said he hoped well, and he hoped I was happy. I was glad to hear from him. I was glad to hear he was doing well. I was glad to hear that he missed this a little, and I am excited to see him soon. Sometimes, I hate that I'll never fully get over it, and sometimes, like tonight, I don't mind. He knows secrets. He knows me ( Read more... )

It's like this ( Read more... )