So...this is the first time in quite awhile now isn't it? I got back from ICU and I just have had no motivation to write anything. I mean, everyday is the same thing..and half the time I don't even remember what I did and when I did it because of the fact that its all the same. Probably makes no sense what so ever, but put yourself in my shoes...no ( Read more... )

SO yesturday I again had another surgery. They had to put another hickmen line in me because they didn't put a strong enough one in the first place. Every day now for the next oh....seven days I think, I have to have my plasma filtered. It's kind of gross...LOL, whats worse is that last night when they were taking me to surgery my IV line got ( Read more... )

Hey..my mom is really stressed out right now..I feel bad because I know I'm wearing down on her nerves and I feel awful...I love her so much...Pray for her please? For the both of us actually...I'm so ready to be out of here...Man ohh man..I just want to get all this done with ( Read more... )

okay so yeah. I was officially stood up. How great do I feel. Call me the biggest baby in the world, but my feelings were really hurt.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI fell asleep while writing that last bit. I woke up and then proceeeded to get sick. Oh, yay for me right? I'm not trying to pull a guilt trip. Just stating some facts ( Read more... )

Today was pretty uneventful, for my standards. I only puked once today (!!), so YAAY for me!! My weight keeps dropping, but this is a realatively good thing I supppose, since they had pumped me so full of fluids. My billyreheuben levels are still rising (whatever this means) so that my kidneys and lungs are still messed up. Last night they did a ( Read more... )

I really don't have anything to say, but I feel the need to ( Read more... )

beer pilgrimage?

I just took a pill that is a a part of maryjo.

Today has been the oddest of days ( Read more... )

interesting