its happening again.
efffffff.
i tend to pick bad ones?
or maybe i turn them bad?

whatever it is, its happening again.

im so happy i have my Lord and savior.
i cant do this alone again.

i am not skilled to understand.

"consider deeply, in prayer, all decisions to be made. i want the strength to not settle for anything less than God's heart."

just give it all up.

sorting many things out in my little head.
sorting myself out pretty much.
i dont really know, things are happening,
life is being weird.
but im kinda ok with it?
i am more than i ever have been before.
more and more ok.

just pray for me.

<3<3<3

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