i remember you. you were charming. amazingly perceptive. thoughtful and selfless. you never made anyone mad, because you were just you. and you loved being you. then something changed. it seems like somewhere along the line, you lost that. you are a wonderful actor, maybe you were just acting the part, or maybe you're acting now. you're the only ( Read more... )

"You know, I feel like an idiot. See, I realized something today. I'm no better than any of these guys. I mean none of them love you, really. They are just, they are just fixated on you, because of how you make them feel about themselves. I mean that's not real love." uhhhh well now it makes sense...?!

the problem with me is, im very open about my ( Read more... )

It's not that he's actually in love with her, he only thought he was because for a brief moment she loved another. The male psyche is something that has baffled experts for years, but then again, how do his actions differ much from her own?

if i bit my tongue as much as i should i would constantly be swallowing blood. (how morbidly adorable)

My ( Read more... )

"I've always had a thing for you... A good thing..."

This weekend has been the most: exhilerating, cold, hilarious, painful, dreamlike, muddy, and spoon-filled, ever
There's so much i want to write about last night. But i just don't know where to start. or where i would end. so that's that.FONT>

Open your eyes
Look up tonight
In the scariest dark,
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Dreams do come true. In case you were wondering...

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Do you wanna get married
..And run away

If anyone else asked me to help them make their bed, i would say no. (in case you were ( Read more... )

I am dancing. I can not control where my glance goes, but the few moments where I can control it; my glance goes to him not you. And then I slip and fall on my butt and wake up in a strange bed the next morning wondering where the hell i am and what ever happened to that sparkly star? (That didn't really happen.)

Last night, Julie and I went to the ( Read more... )

i want to scream. it makes me feel alive.

I spent 32 hours of this weekend, sleeping. I got out of bed, in a really mean mood mind you, for 3 hours on Friday night to go downtown and watch fireworks with Amanda. Because fireworks are my favorite thing ever and they make me happy. I don't care where I have my wedding. Just as long as there are  ( Read more... )

I can't stand my English teacher, but Puff Daddy once said: "Hate in your heart consumes you too," and since Puff Daddy... err... umm, P Diddy is my hero... well, thats that.

If i had fishies that kept dying my life would be simply awful. It's not that I can't handle death. Trust me I can... I believe that it's Gods will...but what could his ( Read more... )

its funny-- i've slept in gross, uncomfortable places all over the world just fine, but for some reason, once i'm in my own bed, i cannot sleep. i feel like maybe i need that a sense of the unknown that has grown so comfortable to me that my bed can no longer provide.

SPARKLExPANTIES [7:17 AM]: boys are just people that need someone to be in love ( Read more... )

...okay or NOT.

For your general information, Stuart, I did wear princess shoes. pink ones. Very picturesque if you ask me...but nobody has.

SBsurfHO85: Okay, I can tell that you are desperately waiting for someone to ask you if your princess shoes were picturesque. Well, anyway, good luck with that. I'm sure someone will ask some day. It may help ( Read more... )