Homeless

[sparklenfade88]

I am waiting up for Casper and Tiff to finish talking so I can sleep. Drama sucks. My big mouth sucks. More than anything though Mr. Dawson sucks. I think that for the first time ever I can truely see how much of an ass he is. In a way it is kind of refreshing but at the same time it just makes me sad. I have just invested so much time into the kid

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[brick_inthewall]

three in the morning!?
you should have called me. i was sitting inront of my facebook.

[blueyednothing]

mr. dawson does suck. it's okay to hate him; it probably wont last. but think about how much he's fucked with your life.

maybe you should just walk away.

[sparklenfade88]

I can't walk away. I wish sometimes that I could. I hate that I was so happy that he called me last night after all the shit that went down. I now that he has fucked with my life more than anyone ever has but he has also helped me so much. I just want to get to the point where he isn't hurting me any more and we can just be friends. I think that I am very close. There are still somethings that he needs to learn though. I am getting tired of waiting for those lessons to materialize and I don't know that they ever will. That is what scares me. At least things are getting better. So much better.