I forgot for a period of time what it was like to be broken, lost, helpless, and to live a life of disconnect. Each morning as I scamper to class or work with the fear of being late nibbling at my heals I still take a moment to look up and to enjoy. I enjoy the beauty of God’s creation. I thank him for it and live in awe and appreciation of ( Read more... )

I want so badly to cry ( Read more... )

The beginning of the quarter isn’t supposed to be this stressful! I want to cry. I HATE not being able to cry. It is the worst feeling in the world. I need to just chill. I don’t think that I am good at that. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Maybe I will just scream instead. I want to go outside alone tonight and scream. That is my goal ( Read more... )

I have learned to cry totally and completely for another.

It has renewed me.

I think that I have become one of those people that can't just chill. I feel so useless when I have nothing to do. I need at least a certain amount of shit to do to make myself do anything ( Read more... )

I think that I might life a boy.

I don’t like the feeling of not having ANYthing to do. I do have things to do but not enough to feel the about of stress one needs to feel in order to get anything done…

I get to see Miss Barron tomorrow!

I can’t think of a good enough reason to sleep.

I am talking to the boy I MIGHT like.

I want to go on a walk. I ( Read more... )

     I forgot to say what I REALLY ment to say. 
1. I hate people that have no "people common sense."
2. If you tell someone not to joke about something they need to NOT joke about it. That is just mean.
3. Don't EVER crowd around someone and stare at them when they are going to cry.

Last night Tiffany jokingly said, "yeah, lets all just sit and ( Read more... )

I am waiting up for Casper and Tiff to finish talking so I can sleep. Drama sucks. My big mouth sucks. More than anything though Mr. Dawson sucks. I think that for the first time ever I can truely see how much of an ass he is. In a way it is kind of refreshing but at the same time it just makes me sad. I have just invested so much time into the kid ( Read more... )

My petals were not plucked ( Read more... )

10 LAYERS OF ME ( Read more... )