mere indifference ( Read more... )

Give me my city back ( Read more... )

Highschool has invaded my home. My little sister is the typical highschooler and to top it all off her friends just happen to call her Barbie...and it isn't a joke, she actually looks like Barbie. This sucks. Life sucks. The end.

My mom and sister are bitches. I hate that they think I ruin things. HELLO, my sister just broke MY mirror!!! And it isn't even her frickin' movie! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I hate being yelled at. No one should have the right to ruin someone's night.

Casper sent me the sweetest e-mail last night. I think he misses me...or maybe he just misses the attention and wonders why I haven't been calling that much...or maybe, just maybe he actually cares. I think he does. Now I want to see him...

I hate having feelings! Talking to Casper online right now...my heart is beating like I like him or something which is totally not true, not true at all ( Read more... )

A lady e-mailed me because I didn't go to something in Seattle today. It made me feel like shit. People shouldn't have the power to do that. It sucks. Lizzy shouldn't go to Cambridge. I am going to miss her. I should sleep. I really should. There is nothing else for me to do. I HATE THIS!! Oh, well. I get to go to counseling tomorrow and ( Read more... )

I need to write more. Writing provides a center. I used to write to release and that is still a nice perk but I have learned to write so that I can read. Reading the places that I have been is the only thing that confirms that I am moving. I don't always know where I am going but for now just knowing that I am moving feels good ( Read more... )

It is still there ( Read more... )