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[sparklestargirl]

i'm going to post my journal from my GJ in here because it still describes how i feel:

I keep hoping that this is all a joke. I'll get the phone call at some random hour like 4:20 am and It'll be him saying its a joke.

That call isn't coming.

It finally sunk in when I saw the obituary. him laying dead in the coffin looking like plastic

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[sparklestargirl]

I appreciate you and Aimee so much. If i ever lose you- it better because your 180 billion years old....

the warmth is an amazing song...i really outta listen to it now

[prncesofazkaban]

i've a bit of experience with suicide. if you need to talk i'm here.

[sparklestargirl]

its so hard to understand. i'm so sorry for your loss because i can remember seeing the wonderfully written yet horribly directed version of your expierence....youre so strong evans and i really will probably call you soon.

[sparklestargirl]

its so fucke dup. my therapist said he doesnt even go to funerals. its a weird ass practice. joey's lips looks fake.

I just found out

[widowswalk]

I remember Joey very well. The best memory I have of him, I'll get my mind around it and post it. I feel so numb, Kelly. But I'm very sorry to those of you who were closer to him.

Re: I just found out

[widowswalk]

p.s which jason?

Re: I just found out

[sparklestargirl]

jason Allen.