Saying things have been rough the past two weeks would be... generous. Last Friday my mom sent me another of many supportive, inspirational texts saying that I was her hero for making it through the week, still standing. Then it occurred to me that I was technically receiving praise for not offing myself. Such is my life right now. Womp womp ( Read more... )

Its been a crazy, pot-filled, booze-soaked, money-making, nail biting, teary-eyed, post-grad kinda summer ( Read more... )

I doubt mine will be as long as Mark's or even Rosaria's.. I really didnt do that much this summer. Sooooy un perdedor.. I 'am a loser baybay..

Anywho, the summer was ok. I spent 4 fateful days working for PIRG. It was kind of a like/hate thing. I hated walking around endlessly in the hot hot sun begging for money from strangers. I wouldnt have ( Read more... )

I've been in a weird mood lately. Boredom and an overly introspective personality will do that to you. I keep thinking about college and my future. Its not pretty. I cant even get a summer job and wtf is one to do w/ a psych major/ italian minor? I feel like such a child and it frightens me. I am a lazy spoiled child. I am afraid of being poor- of ( Read more... )

*Tosses hat a la Mary Tyler Moore*
P.s. This is mostly just for my own personal record that at some point I was happy. Oh and Cum see Cabaret:  April 12 (thurs), 13th, 14th, 18th (wed), 19th, 20th, 21st @ 8pm & April 15th (sun) @ 4pm
Thats all for now.  Just got back from Cabaret rehearsal like 1/2 an hr ago. Twas molto fun-o. I almost started to ( Read more... )

Well, after midnite it actually was my birthday... Anywho, here's what went down ( Read more... )

OK, before the drama ensues lets recap: I went home Wednesday nite cuz I thought I had an appointment with my therapist on Thursday at 10am. My plan was to go to the appointment and then go back to new brunswick with my brother to pick up the rest of my stuff (He was going back for a party and along the way he wanted to go shopping with his gf ( Read more... )

Im starting to dread going back to school- If only because tomorrow is a Monday, which means my earliest class and work until 10. Plus there's still hw I need to do. Bluh! On the brite side, I do actually enjoy the classes I have tomorrow, which include acting & Will lol. Went shopping yesterday w/ Markarina at Willowbrook (wasnt that more fun than ( Read more... )

urgh.. for reasons i wont go into now, i started a new aim sn. so i need you guys' screennames. thanx

I am finally a licensed driver. woo! I'm also sick. bye