the past two days have been terrible and i want to cry. stupid cars and stupid snow.

omg!!! i went to the gym today! i walked a mile on the treadmill... so that was about 20-25mins! it was great. i feel good. i think i'll go again. now that i have meds that work, it makes it easier to be motivated. and hopefully michelle (coworker) will keep going with me too!

as of right now, it seems as though my meds are working. i've been a bit more productive this week so far, and it feels nice. i'm working on recognizing my emotions and doing at least one thing a day. it's working so far. we'll see how it goes.

i'm so excited! i'm taking the two adult ed classes i signed up for- intro to excel 1 and 2. i can't wait. excel 1 starts this thursday. wish me luck!

today i've:

done 5 loads of laundry (work pants, electric blanket, comforter, jacket, whites)
showered
went home and got fed
made my bed with new sheets and my clean blankets

i'm tired... i'm ready for bed. too bad i have to wait for my last load to be done in the washer so i can switch it to the dryer before that happens.

my fish Beckett died last nite. talk about a bummer. i don't think he was feeling very good, though, so i guess it's for the best.

update:

folded all the laundry on my couch.

next on the list: do my towels

ok, so i'm going to try to be good and start being productive and list my stuff so i can see what i've accomplished and feel good about myself. here's what i've done today ( Read more... )

so, maybe i should update this thing. it has been awhile ( Read more... )

i just bought a kurt halsey poster that i don't really have the money for. but it was just too me to pass up.